Real Emotions
06 May, 2003

Feelings.
Feelings I only thought I knew before.
I only thought I had before.
When I am with you it all makes sense.
Emotions I wanted to have so badly before that I convinced myself I had them.
Emotions I know I have now.

To lay next to you.
To hold you close.
Feel you around me.
I feel as though I know who I am.
I know I am where I should be.

To feel the flames from your lips
To feel the thrill of my heart stopping for the first second I look at you
Every time I see you
To know that I am for you and that you are for me.

To be part of something so right
Something which could have never been told even with a crystal ball
All these feelings that I thought I had before for someone else
Were misdirected I knew you all along and only never realized
What was really there.

The time I’ve wasted on other people
While trying to find you makes me laugh
I laugh because the whole time I felt this way
My Love is for you and for you only

Once I thought My love was for another
Only after kissing your lips for the first time
Did I realize that the feelings I held before were
Mere vapors held onto by a feeling of need to belong.

With You I don’t feel the need to belong
Because I know I belong beside you
With you
Forever.

All these feelings I once tried to have
I now have and are my Real Emotions

Four years ago something happened
You touch me
You touched my life
I did not know what to do with the feelings that overwhelmed me
Eight Months Ago You stepped back into my life and
Touched me again
Only this time we connected
And so we've began a new life together

The feelings that we have for each other
Were greatened by the power of fate
A seed was planted
The seed began to grow
Four years later, after searching for so long
I found what I was looking for
I found who I was looking for
The seed that was growing was our love
It has grown to a mature state
As have we – Now we are ready
We now can begin our lives
Together and Mature
 

(c) Druid628 2003