Ballad of my Heart
18 July, 2002

We had our time, our time has passed

We had our love, that did not last

Every thing about You i love

Even every fault You try to ignore You have

Even the way You try and hide who You are.

You are beautiful just being who You are.

Everything in me loves every bit of You

my heart hurts without You

i know that there will never be again for You and i

even if there was it would only end in heartache too

You say You miss me, You say You care

my love is simply a mist to You and completely unimportant

You bring Yourself to visit

yet only bring pain.

You call to hear about my life

You talk, i listen.

my heart is the target of Your voodoo,

Slowly piercing and squeezing
until my love flows from Your hand

to the ground as simple as the dust it once was

and will be again.

We share similar heartache,
You long for him
just as i long for You.

my life goes on, as i lie on my back looking to my ceiling for answers it cannot give, i realize my feelings are exactly what You wanted. You want to be in control. You want to be the one i will always yearn for. Well You win. my love for You will never leave me. You will always hold a place in my heart that keeps the fire burning. i hope that fire helps You find Your way, i pray that it provides a lighted path for You to find me again in the darkness of lost love.
 

i love You. You have yet to understand

You come into my life

You steal my heart

You have my love stowed in a box,
yet never will know what lies tucked away in that box

there, in Your room my love, rests, buried under the worldly riches You possess
waiting, wishing, praying, that one day You will find it and realize how much you love Me too.

© Druid628 2002